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siddandhisfinalverseforLoveLost​(​lalilulelo)

from Etla​/​Phasma​/​Exla​/​Mer (or siddhartha) by goodnight, moon

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probably my most immature song to date. written about a girl from many many moons ago. but i messed that up, (among other things) and now im just still dealing with the residual affects. ofcourse, many of my songs are about her, but this is the only one that like...i make it pretty damn obvious. also, i exagerated alot, and i know that in no way are these her actual opinions of me, im pretty sure shes just moved on. like a normal person. but my heart is gay, so yeah. damn. this is getting...a bit too personal even for my taste. and thats coming from someone whos a romantic at heart. Gay. just...just gay. so yeah, its a cutesy little song i suppose. a little twee, but i just cant help loving the ukelele, its gross cuteness makes me want to be sad and shit. honestly, the way it sounds makes me nostalgic of her. but again, tooooo much,
but yeah, im sure im not the only one who was stupid in highschool, and fucked up bigtime with someone they cared about, whether romantically or not. and if it was romantic, dont you just wish you could get their friendship back, atleast? or remember what that friendship was like? or remember what their hand felt like? gushy shit like that man, thats what this is about. Nicos version of My Funny Valentine comes to mind, noclue why.

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la li lu le lo
i am searching in the belly
of the melancholy girl
call me ugly
call me something
youll remember i am cold
maybe you should call me
the coldest winter youve ever known

you are my shoe gazing coffin
thus, cacophony
gives into apologies
and my limbs are softened
by the roughest of all hands

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from Etla​/​Phasma​/​Exla​/​Mer (or siddhartha), released August 17, 2014

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Born from the late Antigone shortly after her suicide, the first night i slept i dreamed of my own future death. It was beautiful and frightening and she came back for me in the end. Alas---too late to stuff the bones back in the skin; to sing life where blood should be is quite risky business. ... more

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